you know i was looking forward to the school year i couldn't wait to be home for once to be around the people i care about, around people who wouldn't criticize all i do.

YEAH FUCKING RIGHT

now i'm home and no matter what i get criticized i cant take it anymore. i get criticized for the dumbest reasons. for example yesterday i got criticized for wanting to talk to my girlfriend by her friends.

i'm not going to say i'm sorry fuck that i want to talk to my girlfriend i'll talk to her. i was gone basically all summer and half the time i couldnt even text her let alone talk.

then they went on oh yes there is more.

they criticized me for not wanting her to be at a certain party that i will withhold details about if you want to know more most of u have my number.
I hadnt seen my gf all week when her friends got to see her everyday. God forbid i want to be with her you know. I'm not saying sorry for that either

so i hear all this yelling about how i am being an over bearing controlling boyfriend when really i think i have been kinda relaxed compared to two others who get to see eachother everyday because they live 40 feet away while i live 7 and a half miles from my girlfriend

i have no car i cant drive down when i want i can be there. yet i get told i can be there more if i wanted

i guesss this is really just a rant of what pisssed me off yesterday in coalition to the criticism i feel from my mother constantly